birthday 20
today, i am 20 years old
…and it feels strange
on one hand, i want to think i’ve left behind all of the negativity of my later teen years. however, it’s not really a battle to be won. every day i’m still struggling with my mental illness and i don’t think i’ve really left anything
on the other hand, i feel like my self-image has very much depended on being young. no longer being a teenager is quite a big change for me. there’s nothing i’ll be able to do about it of course, so i’ll guess i’ll have to adjust
basically, i’m conflicted on being 20 and i’m here venting about it. i appreciate birthday wishes though
to kind of celebrate i’ve posted a little song on my newgrounds and soundcloud. maybe you’ve heard it before, but nonetheless feel free to listen to it if you’d like
thanks